Damn Hormones....

Well the hormones are setting in and I'm going to vent on here. Last night I had the most awful dream that Joel was cuddling some other girl in our living room. I said, "Joel what are you doing?!" He said, "We're just friends," and somehow in my dream I was Ok with that?! If you know me... there would have been fists thrown lol. I don't think this is code for anything because I trust my husband wholeheartedly and would never think he'd leave me. I just think getting bigger from the pregnancy and not being soo far along yet is getting to me a bit. I'm just a downer today.

AND... on top of it I'm just really upset about us not having any money and wonder if I made the right decision to get pregnant at this time. I only say that because, we both are working our buns off trying SOO hard to get some money and it seems like we're drowning instead. I just wonder what will happen when our little one gets here.. will we be able to provide like I've always thought we would. I'm not saying my baby needs all this name brand stuff and what not but, I do want the baby to be provided for obviously. ::sighs:: I hate these hormones I'm having such a downer day. I think I'm going to go take my doppler and listen to baby and go back to sleep or something! STUPID HORMONES!!!!!!!

OH and my updated belly picture...