Saturday, September 11, 2010

Scared

Well today I'm 11 weeks. It would of been a great day but, after work I started spotting. I currently have a UTI and wonder if maybe it has something to do with that. I called the Dr. anyways and Dr. Martin told me she could set me up for an Ultrasound today to see if everything is ok with the baby. She said she would just doppler to hear the heartbeat but since I'm "plushy" it'll be a little more difficult and she wants to be sure. Right now I'm just waiting for her call back as to whether I'm going to the ER so she can see me there or if she'll just be able to order an ultrasound so she can check to see if the baby is ok. I'm absolutely terrified and can't stop crying. This is exactly how things began with my last pregnancy. No cramps, no warning just some spotting. My body wouldn't even release anything and I had to take a pill to get the process started. I really hope and pray this isn't what's happening again. I've made it this far I just can't imagine it to end so soon already. :\ Hopefully I get some answers tonight..

UPDATE:
Doctor called back and got me in to Genesis East for outpatient ultrasound. She was in the middle of delivering a baby so wasn't able to talk to me in person like she had wanted. Baby was fine and everything looked perfect. The doctor saw the ultrasound pictures and said there's nothing to be concerned about. I did get to bring home a picture of the baby and the heartbeat is 171bpm. I was thinking it's pretty high but they didn't seem concerned. Oh now for a picture!!

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